bittersweet escape

Im blessed...

2011-09-03T12:11:00.001-07:00

Just realized a lot of things today.I got more things to be thankful of;I am blessed to have a wonderful and loving husband despite the things we are going through... I am blessed with friends who are always ready to lend their ears from cracking a joke up to breaking down when things are a little bit shaken... Im blessed with family who never fails to support and shell out their love for no matter what. In short, I don't have a perfect life but I learn and should always be reminded to count my blessings from this day onwards...Thank you Lord for your unending love...

at 20th week...

2011-08-03T03:48:00.000-07:00

at 20th week

my tummy is big and it can get bigger as weeks and months go by....

And I welcome myself to the world of homebased job!

2011-08-03T03:35:00.000-07:00

What is the first thing that comes up your mind when you hear the words "Homebased Job"? For some it is basically doing your job at home and at the same earning right? Or doing odd jobs online? It is both! Over these years, I have heard some companies or websites that offer homebased job/s but I have never really taken it seriously. I may have searched some of the websites and even sign up but I did not pursue it before. My lame reason behind it is that I just don't want to be stuck up at home. Now, due to my so-called realization and needs, I happened to recall that there are really homebased jobs online. Needs such as earnings and payments for some of the bills here as well as maintenance for myself like vitamins and check ups for the baby. On top of that, I can no longer afford to work (due to sensitive pregnancy) in a usual office set up or call center set up wherein shifting schedule are usually a trend.

LOL! no more having cat frowns due to lack of sleep and stress!

It has been over a month of job hunt from different websites and so far I am lucky or I should say that I am blessed that I finally land a job on homebased. I am telling you, it is really a challenge and you wont only need the phrase "konting tiyaga" but "maraming tiyaga". Meaning you really have to have lots of patience as well as perseverance for you to be able to find one. Bidding on how much you will earn an hour is also a challenge because some clients will choose more employees that have extensive experiences on a certain tasks or job (i.e customer service, writing, chat, etc) that has cheaper bid.

If some people will ask what do I exactly do right now is to call people from Australia to get info and offer them free training. That is it! I am happy that after two weeks of calling out, I finally got my salary! The salary itself is not bad at all and I still look forward with other jobs that my employer is going to give me. I still log in on odesk.com as well as elance.com hoping to get a chance to get some part times like data entry... I just hope God will grant my wishes and will finally land a job that is worth all of it even I already got one that is already full time. LOL! ^_^

Being pregnant

2011-07-14T02:23:00.000-07:00

Being pregnant is not a joke at all. For nine straight months, you are going to carry the fetus up until the day you give labor and birth. So far I am glad to tell all of you that I have already surpassed the first trimester of my pregnancy. Seriously speaking, from 6 wk up until the end of 3rd month, I have been a lover and a bestfriend with the washroom especially with the toilet. I hug it tight every morning as well as in the afternoon and even evening. Heartburn and serious case of vomiting has been one of my tremendous experience I can never forget and yes, it sucks big time. My doctor said those things are just normal and it is a good sign that I'm having those symptoms which means to say that the baby inside my tummy is really alive and kicking. Have I already told you about cravings? To answer your question, yes I am having cravings and I just noticed that I have been so choosy when it comes to the food I eat. Frequent urination and headaches are also there. Good thing there are still medicines like paracetamol to take the pain away. It's proven safe according to my doctor. Did I also tell you about my sense of smell? Oh trust me! You will feel like a bomb sniffing dog because the sense of smell of pregnant women are really sensitive and mind you, it can even cause nausea and vomiting especially the smell is really awful. Based on my personal experience, I just hate the smell of morning breath, a dish being sautéed and my husband's fart.

Despite with all of those symptoms, my emotions are filled with joy and nervousness. It is joy because I will happen to see the fruit our love and nervousness simply because of some worries. Worries such labors and the baby's status inside my tummy. I make sure to take all the vitamins needed or recommended by the doctor. Good thing, my doctor switched me back to a regular milk instead of the maternity milk she prescribed me before. The reason behind that is just I don't like the taste. It has a funny taste that simply makes me want to puke and at the same time it's pricey.

So far that is all for now... I might be updating my blog from time to time since I want to keep some thoughts for me to read over and over again after I gave birth. Who knows? My baby might be able to read this when he/she grows up...

our little star at 6 weeks inside my womb :D

December, here I come! Baby, we got 5 more months to go and so far we are doing a good job! I love you! and We can't wait to see you! xoxo! =)

hello blog again!

2011-07-12T04:53:00.000-07:00

It's been quite some time since I last wrote something in my blog. For some reasons, I can no longer access my old blog due to stupid short term memory loss. OUCH! For now, I am thinking if I can update this site from time to time or I'll just go ahead and stick with wordpress for a fresh start. haha!

Facebook is so overrated nowadays. Even corn vendors has its own account and every thing has its own "like page". In short, almost everyone is on Facebook. And take note changes has also been made especially in communicating with your facebook buddies. Skype and Facebook already collaborated and created this crazy thing called "video chat". People are just so gaga about it when it started but unfortunately, it does not work for me and my husband. The first time we tried doing it was really a fail. Maybe it was due to the internet service connection or maybe it was a fail on their end. Bottom line is, why do such a drastic change without asking your subscribers about it? What if the account holders preference is still the old facebook chat right? Oh by the way, what in the hell do I rant about this stuff? I don't have any rights to over rant since I am using facebook for free just like the rest of the subscribers out there. LOL! Anyway, I was just sharing things.

I miss blogging! I seriously really miss it. Not like Facebook, you can express yourself in blogs without any restrictions. I am not talking about the character limit here just like my former editor have stated. What I am trying to pertain is that you really have to be considerate and sensitive with other people who might get offended with just a simple quote you type in your facebook status. It just sucks not to express yourself freely especially if there are some know-it-all people that will assume that all the statements you have in your profile is all about them. How conceited!LOL! The most hilarious and worst thing is they even make up stories based in every status you make. My former editor is right. According to her FB or some people are just giving you the illusion to freely express yourself wherein fact, you are being stalked and censored.

So much for my neverendless declamation about facebook. Despite the fact that I am beginning to become sluggish and resentful about facebook, I don't have any plans on cancelling or deleting my account. Just like other people, I am sometimes fond of sneaking other people's profile to see about latest stuff about them. Sneaking and stalking are two different things right? Besides, potential work or career is also there. It's just sad that no matter what we do there will be some people who will try to pry with your life. And if they read my blog? so what? haha! :)

heath ledger's death and my new midnight undefined theory

2008-01-31T02:42:00.000-08:00

I also felt the same way like other people felt about this news. Shocked. It is an irony but we usually felt this way when someone at this young age dies especially if it is a prominent person or a celebrity though on the other hand, we don't even know the person (personally) who passed away. We sympathize or even empathize for the close relatives or loved ones that person left behind thru his or her death and sometimes I even see people being a bit maudlin about it. Quite funny for me though I understand the fact that death is one of the most devastating and frightful matters to talk about. Death, as we all know due to unwritten laws (whatever you may call it), is one of the things that must not be joke about. Anyway, back to Heath Ledger!

"What??Awwww...That is sad.", those are exact words I said as far as I can remember. As I opened my account on this site, the news posted by a friend really caught my attention to the point I was thinking that it was only probably a practical joke. Due to my so-called skepticism or stupidity, I even searched if the said news was really true. Damn, I liked Heath Ledger when he did the role for the Brokeback Mountain and 10 things I hate about you!haha!"Tsk...Sayang!" Based on what I've read, Ledger was found dead inside his apartment in New York. Police says they found a prescription of sleeping pills near his body but there was no obvious sign that he committed suicide. In short, his death was probably due to drug overdose. It was an untimely death as anyone have stated. By the way, he finished a movie Batman in which he played the role of Joker (which was played by Jack Nicholson before). Wow! I just can't help comparing Heath to a local actor who also died on the same age, on the same reason (o.d), at the same time finished a movie (with his ex gf/fiance) before bidding goodbye to all his fans and finally go to neverland!hehe..;p

One more thing I've noticed and I guess it is a nice topic to confute about. Most and or all of the people are guilty of this doing when a certain person died; We are always stating all the goodness that the person did when he was still living. Oh no! Let's put it in an exaggerated way. Aside from reminiscing every moment that we have on that person, we are so so guilty of praising that person like he or she was a saint. I don't know if I am hell right about it but it's just one of my keen-observations from the people I usually encounter. One more irony, most of the people tend to grief more (or more affected) about the death of that celebrity or that prominent person rather than their dead relatives or even loved-ones. In the end, they say things as if they knew the said person very very well. Kindly bear, I'm just creating my own midnight undefined theory.haha! What if we change or just break the said stereotype and make it the other way around? Just come to visualize or imagine it. What do you think will be the outcome if we curse that prominent personality or a politician for being so f***** crooked? or curse the highest ranking military general who killed so many people to strive its hunger for power? or a celebrity who acts like a primadonna/spinless bitch or a prominent person who was born an asshole? what would it be?... Nah! I can't imagine it if you ask me but I guess it will be fun. haha! joke!=p Seriously, I can't quite really imagine it. Its "probably" because I do somehow know how to value a certain person not only when he or she's forever gone but also when that person is still alive and kickin' ass despite the facts and some bad conjectures i hear or might hear about him or her!haha!=p Or (maybe) just like any other people, I do conform with values to these matters though at times they are being hilariously exaggerating on it. Or I am just one of the people who have a spectacular feeling of happiness about that person's death because of two things: he/she is not anymore capable of doing something that is bad or worst and second is that person deserves to rest in peace (*AMEN!*). hehe!=p i pray for them!*Amen*!=)